hi.
it's been one month and plus
things around me sounds so good
yet
not so
I can't just tell people
no I'm not good
please check on me
no I can't
but thing's not going right
perhaps
it's just a period of time
maybe it's always just me
who overthink way too much
people come people go
you won't believe how fragile
a relationship can be
you spent a few weeks
knowing someone
getting close with them
and boooo!
they're gone now
things you try to work it out
it doesn't work
instead
it goes to way you don't want it to go
things you try to fix
it seems perfect now
but deep down you know
it never
things you try to let go
somehow it'll find its way back
to you
to fuck you up
you have no solution for it
however
you can still spot some
good little things
and you hold onto it
and you keep them in your
secret pocket
and you cry over the night
at least you have them
you feel so motivated
then you start trying so hard
to put things together
here a devil comes
"I won't let you"
they call it life.
Chiashin.
